Friday, June 7, 2013

My Obedient Angel

for-mr-c: He always rips orgasms out of me even when I'm...



for-mr-c:

He always rips orgasms out of me even when I'm convinced there is nothing left. Yesterday was different, it was so intense. I was so sensitive and begging him to stop but my body betrayed me so had I to keep asking for permission to come. He knew but I didn't realise I had been crying until he finally stopped. He had always said he could push me over the edge with orgasms but for some reason I didn't believe him.

I clung onto him afterwards but was bouncing around him like an excitable kitten within minutes of him calming me down. He liked that emotionally I bounced back so quickly like that, it's very important to him. He has told me he never wants to damage me emotionally and I know it worries him that he might but I know that won't happen. He pays too much attention because I know he prizes me dearly.

He takes me to places I have never been before and this is one of the many reasons I love him so much.

No additional comment required. I love you angel. xx

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so true. xx

kitten's been caught lapping the cream again… greedy...



kitten's been caught lapping the cream again… greedy kitten.

"He's more myself than I am. Whatever our souls are made of, his and mine are the same."

""He's more myself than I am. Whatever our souls are made of, his and mine are the same.""

- Emily Brontë, Wuthering Heights" (via slavesdiary)

An Exploration.

I have been reading a good deal of BDSM erotic fiction lately. Now before I am inundated with well-meant recommendations of authors, or criticism of being “not a true Dom” because I need to read crappy novels… please, bear with me as I have a point to make.

Everyone is on their own journey, be that one of pure fantasy, or tentative exploration with a beloved partner, from singles looking for their perfect other to those who are just after a little kinky titilation right the way through to those with a truly extreme take on the lifestyle, I judge no-one for their journey (apart from mysogenistic abusive arseholes who pretend to be Doms, and they deserve it) but please, if anyone can, answer me this….

I am in a committed D/s relationship. I consider myself to be a lifestyle Dominant and angel is most definitely a lifestyle submissive. By that I mean that aspects of D/s pervade our whole relationship, far beyond merely just being reserved just for the bedroom, I’m not saying that we are right and others are wrong, just that we are who we are and we are happy that way. BUT… as a result of the responsibility that angel has given to me, I now spend every spare moment researching, reading, and yeah watching a little porn.

And now my point… WHY is there little to no quality writing on the subject of D/s relationships? there seems to be plenty of how-to guides of varying quality about the practicalities of BDSM play, and any amount of turgid erotic fiction which would not ring remotely true to anyone in the lifestyle, but where is the quality writing on the emotional and mental aspects of power exchange? either fiction or non-fiction?? There’s some great blogs out there but where are the publications? This is an incredibly rich vein source material for a quality, well written and well researched novel, OR a thoughtful and well balanced piece of non-fiction, and yet what do we get instead?

largely dreadful mommy porn with one dimensional characters or self-published “definitive” books on the subject which are really just the musings of one opinionated but well-meaning Dom or sub. For a community as large as ours it really isn’t good enough. If I wish to share to someone in vanilla-land that I’m a Dom in a D/s relationship, I want to be able to say “Ignore all that 50 Shades bullshit, read this instead. It’s a far more accurate portrayal of the lifestyle” hell… if it was in print I’d love to read it myself!

I write a bit, but I know that I personally am not skilled enough to do it justice. D/s Tumblrs, this is an open request, there are some spectacularly talented people on here who really truly get us, because they ARE us. Please, someone. Anyone. Represent us accurately, write well, share the love, the passion, the intensity of D/s relationships, the openness, willingness and communication that vanilla lives couldn’t even dream about.

I for one would buy it.

please feel free to share if you agree, I would love this message to meet the one person with the talent and the passion to make us all proud.

I need a paddle…



I need a paddle…

I love quiet contemplation. Spending time intensely focused on...



I love quiet contemplation. Spending time intensely focused on just how I'm going to violate her, working out how far I can push, and how much I'm enjoying the anticipation of making her beg for release. She works so hard, she earns it, every time. But I do enjoy hearing her scream and beg, such a quandry.

Preparation is all-important. The Devil is in the details…



Preparation is all-important. The Devil is in the details…

no matter how brave she feels, there's always more...



no matter how brave she feels, there's always more challenges just over the horizon. I push because I love.

fucking Christian fucking Grey… still, nice image though!



fucking Christian fucking Grey… still, nice image though!

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